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31st July 2008

Whatever gets you through

posted in Just life |

Early yesterday morning, I rode my bicycle up Route 1A in North Hampton towards Rye along the most beautiful stretch of winding coastal road in New England—endless ocean to my right, stately homes and fresh-cut lawns to my left. The salty smell of the sea, the pounding sounds of the waves, and the sparkling sunlight on the water reminded me how grateful I am to be alive and how fleeting and vulnerable our time here is. We are in the midst of a family health scare, waiting for test results and clutching fervently to optimism. To all who have experienced that treacherous road, my heart is with you for I now understand how terrifying the uncertainty can be. While I pedaled and prayed (and yes cried a little too), I found some peace in the realization that my life has been a series of decisions, relationships, and efforts to contribute to the world around me. At that moment on that stretch of road, it seemed the world—so full of light and fresh air and hope—was affirming those efforts back to me. And I was comforted. 

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  1. 1 On July 31st, 2008, kpems said:

    My thoughts are with you. I have waited those long days for results that I so badly wanted, but yet ached with fear to get. I hope you get to hear the words that you wait to hear. The waiting is aweful.

  2. 2 On August 1st, 2008, Margaret said:

    I’m thinking of you, too, and waiting and hoping for good news. Keep gathering strength from the beauty of the ocean, the closeness of your family and friends and your own intrepid spirit.

  3. 3 On August 1st, 2008, Jackie said:

    The results were not what we’d hoped and so we will fight this.

  4. 4 On August 4th, 2008, kpems said:

    I am sorry to hear that Jackie. You will fight because that is what us moms do! I was diagnosed in 2000 with a very malignant breast sarcoma at a local hospital and lived a month of hell (but the urge to fight came on strong), only to find out at Mass General that I had been misdiagnosed. (I still ended up with 3 surgeries and radiation) We have gone through a diagnosis of breast cancer with my mom and my sister in law. We all found great comfort seeing a wonderful Doctor named Dr. Smith at MGH. I do not want to be obtrusive, but please please make sure you see a Doctor at a top rate Boston facility even if it is only a second oppinion. We can take comfort in our families and that we are so lucky to live in the Boston area with such wonderful healthcare.

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